White Rabbit VII

Every year the White Rabbit pays me a visit and I still do not know if it for the good or the bad but then a longtime back even when I was choosing the pill I always wondered did I ever do the right thing?

Honestly I would still say that I did the right thing and choosing the red pill was the best thing I ever did with my life. So by choosing the red pill began the great journey where there was a sense of adventure at each turn but off late the adventure is lacking and many a times after I decided to see how green the grass was on the other side maybe it is time to get back to the rabbit hole. I don’t think the time is right now but it sure should happen in the future.

The rabbit visited me a long time back and around 4 years back, when I was suck in deep thinking about something else the rabbit showed me the way out! It is here where I saw the joy which made me wonder, maybe the rabbit has always been right and maybe I just failed to see it then. I saw it too late and with nothing left to lose I went ahead with something which maybe I should not have but then there is no harm in knowing rather than live a life without knowing.

There is always good to have hope but then at times it is also good to know the answer rather than have this magical illusion that something will happen. The journey began longtime ago and maybe had this worked I could have always come out and said now the journey was meaningful. Alas I am yet to unearth the true meaning of this journey but then this very sense of mystery makes the journey more exciting.

Sometimes what you search will always be right before you, maybe true or may not. But as of now as far I see it does not exist and the search continues. Yes there will be sadness but then there will also be happiness! Sometimes this very sadness can lead to a happy resort in the future.

But now the journey should go on and the White Rabbit I believe will still show the way. I think the rabbit has always showed the way and I did nothing about it or rather l choose to ignore the way it lead me and instead decided to follow the Black Rabbit which resulted in nothing. I mean honestly why did I even do it but then it will always be a learning curve.

Thank you rabbit for being there and making all these experiences, both good and bad into learning curve for me as in the end, each experience teaches me something new and the most recent one thought me loads of stuff. Something’s don’t change but then despite the change I wanted, I am happy to believe that these very things don’t change at all as these things should remain constant.

Sometimes change is not good, maybe so! But the life is an adventure which will still continue no matter what. It is not over till the fat lady sings but then the fat lady may never sing but then there could always be a pot at end of the rainbow and so the journey continues into the unknown.