The Search

The search is something which never ends. Time flies by while we age and decay but the search is a never ending quest which one takes and which one hopes to find the end result at the end of this search but then deep down he always hopes that the quest goes and on as he truly does not know what he is actually searching for. This very predicament keeps us to continue on the very search we started without knowing much about it. The very search which begins in the mind slowly becomes a reality as time goes on.

Time eases the pain as through time you get too easy off the pain in a slow way but then again, this very time does not heal things and makes you feel it till the very end. Do we always have to search for something or are that through this very search we go on looking for something which is actually right before us? Are we doing the wise thing in actually searching and going on this quest which makes us a different person?

At times when you lose something, you have lost it forever and second chances is something which never comes by no matter where you go, as the one chance which you did have and you lose is something which you will regret forever and the pain of seeing it day after day and realizing what could have been makes you further deep down into the quest where the truth is no one really where to go on after all once time takes over, everything under your control is no longer under your control.

The old age saying that if you really want something, you will get it no matter what happens so if you are really searching for something which you believe in, despite time, there is a good chance of getting there. But then it is this very juncture that we get lost in time that we forget everything beautiful about the quest and the true meaning of search. The search may go on forever but the true search is something which is the essential core of the quest which if lost makes us lose ourselves to time.

Is it really possible for second chances? Everyone deserves one but then when you do believe in something no matter what happens your belief remains the same. It is this believe which fights time and gives you hope that someday the quest will be over but the same hope can turn against you and go against time in a quest which never seems to end and it just becomes longer and longer with each day time taking over things.

If it is something which is right before our eyes, then there is actually no reason to go for this quest but then you always do realize that it existed before you had to take the quest only after you actually go on it and search for something which was there after all but you did never realize it till you were on the quest searching for something which led you on to it. The quest and search may seem never ending but then if you do truly believe in your very belief, then you could be lost in time forever searching for something which someone had found but this is the very search which keeps you going.

Getting lost is an added bonus as it makes the search more easy as the more you are lost the easy searching become as the search needs a purpose and this very purpose is something we get only after we lose it but then time will and always conspire against you. The quest, the search and getting lost in the process is something which cannot go on forever as time controls us all and this very time gets on to us.

The rabbits exist and it is the very black rabbit which makes us fall while the white rabbit showed up and instead of following the white rabbit; we end up following the black rabbit which leads to the search and the quest. But time won’t let us chase the rabbit forever as there was a time the white rabbit was something which I searched for but now the white rabbit is something which I stills search for but then then I am lost and fighting time.